I took Caleb to a friend's birthday party this morning and had the hardest time leaving him there. Don't get me wrong - the birthday boy's parents are wonderful and just about as conservative as I am:) Oh, and did I mention that they live next door? I just have such a hard time letting other people watch my kids, even people I trust. He is my precious gift from God, and I treasure every day with him. I hate that he is growing up. What I am going to do when kindergarten rolls around? It's enough to make me want to homeschool him just to keep him home with me. I am struggling right now with my parenting skills and feeling inadequate anyway. I just keep worrying about him and the future.
Anyway, these are probably the rantings of a crazy woman. I'm sure he's fine. At least if I want to check up on him, I can just peek out the window...
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